Riding Home on the 1 Train at 5 AM
By Carlie Hoffman
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Just now a woman in a yellow dress and matching hair bands enters the train holding a plastic microphone, and, because at midnight she turned fifty-two, will sing Happy Birthday through the eleven screeching stops home. Happy birthday to me she is stomping her suede purple heel as she sways from one end of the car to the other. Happy, happy birthday, even in the elevator as I make my way toward the subway exit, her metal cane tapping against cement like a drumstick. I don’t know if she is drunk on gin or some other almost upper that slowly ends in disgust, though that is not my story to tell. Somehow it is autumn. Somehow, yesterday, I managed to wash my sheets. Like you, I do not know if happiness is anything more extravagant than a goal to shape our lives toward, and it’s too early for the rest of our lives.
Carlie Hoffman is the author of This Alaska (Four Way Books, 2021). Her second book is forthcoming with Four Way Books in 2023. A poet and translator, her honors include a 92Y Boston Review / Discovery Prize and an Amy Award from Poets & Writers, and her work has been published in Kenyon Review, Los Angeles Review of Books Quarterly, Boston Review, Jewish Currents, New England Review, and elsewhere. Carlie is the founder and editor-in-chief of Small Orange Journal. For more, visit www.carliehoffman.com.
Credit: from This Alaska (Four Way Books, 2021). Permission granted by the poet.
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I love the line "I managed to wash my sheets." It says so much in one line, the challenges of life, the confusion and disappointment and the search for meaning. Having a small goal and getting it done, how that can be something to hold onto, at least for that day.