We travel by boat: too small to be ferry, too big to be a baby whale riding the blue. I want to hug my mother's long, pale legs, kiss her safe skin, but already I have sprouted: a light- lusting bean. So as we ride each bump and crest away from her wind swept line on the dock, I run my thumb for comfort over the winding tick of the camera wheel— my friend a kaleidoscope of motion in the small box where the bow cuts the straight. This island is for blackberries on the cusp of ripening. Its cabin floors are for sock-slipping; pancakes must always be fried in butter. There are no cars here: only one old truck and the paths our feet pound in the grass, the burrs we pull and discard. Each stream of urine we release down wooded hillsides unlocks the perfume of mulch and pine for the very first time— or so I will remember. At night, we swaddle our angles in dark raincoats, glimmering like wet blubber, and scurry from the frame house onto the windy bluff, across the bubbled stone, through the hardy grasses, over the constellations of sheep dung, all the way to the end where the sea heaves histories against the cliff. When the light tag game begins—searchlight a glowing cut through the inky cool—on knees, on bellies, we squirm as selkies over the rough and bristle, across the squish of droppings, brined by our own sweat, our strings of muffled giggles. We have whispered the story of capture and escape so many times we no longer need words: just moist taps and foreheads pressed one against the other in the summer dark as we slither towards the porch. This we know: the torch is danger; the origin, our destination. We practice how to home without burning in the spotlight.
Laura Adrienne Brady is a writer, educator, and singer-songwriter (known as Wren). Her poems and essays have appeared or are forthcoming in The Iowa Review, Poet Lore, Brevity, EcoTheo, and elsewhere. Laura’s latest project, Pink Stone, is an album of original songs and an illustrated companion book. Explore her multidisciplinary work at LauraAdrienneBrady.com.
Are you looking for editorial feedback? SWWIM’s editors offer commentary on 3-6 pages of poetry. Submit here!
SWWIM Every Day is now accepting poetry translations for publication consideration. Please see swwim.org/submit for the full guidelines.
Are you a SWWIMmer with literary news to share (publication/feature/award/book/book review)? We’d love to shout out your accomplishments in our Weekly Spotlight! Please email swwimmiami@gmail.com with a link to your news. (No DMs on any social media platforms, please.)
Follow us on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter/X, and Bluesky for more updates—and visit our website to see past, present, and future readings & events.
**We do our best to preserve the integrity of each poem; however, due to programming limitations, some poems may read differently on a mobile phone and in certain browsers. For best viewing, use Chrome on a desktop/laptop.
To read this poem is to experience an adventure-filled, summer vacation. Wonderful and invigorating.